Its been so long since I last blogged that I'm kinda ashamed haha.

Life has been...the same?

I got posted into SCS/SISPEC and thus am on my journey to be a sergeant, which is what i wanted in the first place. However, upon arrival i realised this new journey is somewhat a replica of BMT, albeit with much more freedom and workload.

The inclusion of new members into the bunk and platoon brings both joy and upsetness but oh well, no situation is perfect, especially in the army. All in all nothing beats the awesome bed 1 to 4 during BMT (I'm bed 3 btw!) Kinda miss those times when we flop onto Bryan's top bunk and just talk like we've known each other for years. Its really hard finding people to click with(for me at least) and my section during BMT was one of the most bonded and awesome bunch of people I've met who are serious about what they do yet we still manage to have a hell of a good time simultaneously. Not to mention the buddy of mine who I personally feel is the better version of me...when you take away his cockiness HAHA! Oh well, he's off to be a pilot and all the best to him!

Back to me. In SCS, sometimes i really wish my previous section remained intact, especially with field camp coming right up next week. I got my appointment the previous week and the mere 2 days was stressed like you wouldn't believe it :( To emphasize how suay i am, i'm assigned a matador, THE HEAVIEST WEAPON as my organic weapon =.= poor back i'm relying on you le :\

On a brighter side, i really learnt alot more useful knowledge in scs like navigation which i feel is a basic skill all man should have. At the same time, SCS has made me realize that unlike BMT, we can't just nuah in a corner when feeling super sian because this time, we are relying on ourselves to carry out the activities and no longer blindly awaiting instructions. I really hope to eventually become a leader capable of inspiring others. Or, at the very least, garner respect. I'm not there yet, but i MUST be when the time comes...DECEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!

The only downside of army is missing the bee. It really dampen my spirits when booking in or when inside camp as it sucks to constantly yearn for someone's presence. There just never seem to be enough quality time spent together. With her embarking on uni life and my future weekends getting burned I feel pretty bummed out already :(
Still, its something i gotta change. To be contented. Life will never be fair, but treating ourself unfairly is another story altogether. Gotta buck up, rein in my emotions, and suck in all the positive thoughts to push on. Because I got what I wanted, that shall be my main motivation. To eventually attain what I came into SCS for: to excel in my field.

Wow, thats a whole damn lot of cliche phrases. Haha.

Army aside, I'm wondering if my reserved nature will render me unable to fit in well into UNI life. Oh well, one problem at a time.

Missing Sa alot. But she's sound asleep so shan't disturb. Hope she recovers tmr cause we're going gardens by the bay yay!

Oh, i'm into polo tees recently because army civilian attire requires it. And i realised most of my clothing is in my fav. colour, blue. What a disaster. My mum cant differentiate between my shirts LOL. GEEGEE.
I'm definitely buying other colours next time. Enough of blue.

Oh, latest favourite show, SUITS. ITS definitely the best show i've watched to date, and thats including big bang theory, HIMYM, walking dead, sherlock, newsroom, community, and many many others!

Alright, shall head to bed soon because I need to recover from my own sickness too :\
Shall avoid thinking about sleeping in a hole in the ground for the whole of next week!
oh please, get me out of infantry and into a vocation where i can lead my ns life with ease hehe.
A.KA. GIMME A SLACK VOCATION LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA




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