Ever felt vulnerable,lonely and insecure?

I'm all of that right now.

And I absolutely hate feeling down, cause all that remains is emptiness.
Sometimes these shitty emotions can get so overwhelming for stupid reasons eh?sighs.

I'm not a "loud" person. To tell the truth people who are not close to me think I'm the silent type.
Well, truth is it's not as much shyness as it is about...overthinking.
I hate my brain sometimes cause it always goes into overdrive.
I mean, have you ever encountered a problem and your brain somehow manages to churn up a million plausible ways your life can get screwed?
Makes me wonder if I'm mentally masochistic.

See, I'm rambling already.ARGH

Everything's changing. I'm no longer as private as I was before. People, friends, perspectives, emotions, they're all changing so fast I can barely keep up. It's like my life is no longer in my hands anymore.
Oh well, guess I'll just stick to the quote which tide me through A's:

Que sera, sera.

Goodnight world =]